Please tell me what good things have happened to you lately and jokes and things because I am on my way to the crisis line and I’m already on edge and angry about that ostrich p-v-q and feeling hopeless!
nothing specific, like no exceptionally good event, but work is consistently challenging and interesting, i go to the gym more often than not, i cook interesting meals more nights than not, i have a stack of good books i’ve been reading, it’s warm and i can go outside to read them, i get to see my friends about once a month, i go to therapy and three supervisors several times a month, i’m figuring out how to get up slightly earlier and then i get some writing done… just running a streak of having my life together and it’s quietly impressive to me.
recently, i came home and had to pee and shouldered my boyfriend away (he was “welcome home” hugging me, and also obnoxiously holding on because he knew i had to pee) to get to the bathroom, and when i got out he said, “on a scale of one to ten for best peeing, you’re an eight” and then cackled for like three days and i’m still mad about that
I’m trying to stifle my laughter bc the other advocate is obviously on a really hard call right now. But thanks!!
I wrote a short story, it was messed up. I’m proud of it. Now I’m working on sexy revolutionary communist erotica because someone has to do it. Also new pajamas.
Thoughts From The Peacock Angel 