EATING DISORDERS ARE NOT ALWAYS ABOUT VANITY THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS ABOUT WANTING TO LOOK BEAUTIFUL THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS ABOUT BEING UNSATISFIED WITH YOUR LOOKS THEY ARE COMPLEX PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS THAT CANNOT BE SIMPLIFIED BY MERE BODY DISSATISFACTION SO PLEASE STOP ACTING LIKE THAT’S THE CASE
I had one, and it was partially an appearance thing, partially a suicidal impulse, partially a need to feel like I was in control of something, partially a “I hate taking the time to eat/clean up after eating” thing, and in really really really large part because I have really shitty digestion and eating often physically hurts me.
Thoughts From The Peacock Angel 