Are the worst. I am not up because I want to be up.
At all.
I am up because I have to work for a living, and this is when there are clients. I’m slowly destroying my health and sanity making sure I can pay the bills, I have terrible shift work sleep disorder. I am constantly exhausted and only half there.
But I can’t not do this.
Fuck you.
And no I don’t want to “not do this now” because I can’t afford not to.
What part of this is hard to understand?