Which you’d think would be hard to reconcile with being a skeptical atheist but y’ know like… it’s a pleasure to read and a great way to get in touch with the subconscious and like esotericism is sort of soothing and meditative for me… so eh, y’ know?
Also like a fuckton of sceptical people will acknowledge the beneficial qualities of meditation and what not as like… just exercises in self-soothing, so like why can’t my version involve more imaginary shit to make it more entertaining?