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Episode Eight: Hell’s Top 40
Local communist saves man from drowning.
I’m not joking, my husband just actually did that.
Just had a lovely interview with a lovely Thelemite
Delightful
Oh no, I’m not a chaos magician, I’m just a ceremonial magician who’s disorganized.

a conversation I had with @deboracabral and @awkwardbookishgay about the extra/awful correlation in enjolras, achilles, lestat de lioncourt, and dorian gray, and this is what was agreed on.
yes… I did just group interview with a vampire in with the picture of dorian gray, les mis, and the fucking illiad like. don’t even look at me right now.
I feel as if making the hold music
for the department you call when you need to get imaging to see if you have breast cancer a dirge-like and profoundly depressing classical piece is… perhaps not an ideal choice, Providence Women and Infants.
I kind of physically need to be in California Rn
…the sexual tension is like… palpable and needs to be dealt with
Putting the phone sex operator on hold with the meter running is a power move.
My Response to Pascal’s Wager
You’ve probably heard of Pascal’s Wager. It’s the argument that it’s better to hedge your bets and believe in God. If there is no God you lose little by believing, if there is a God you gain an eternity in heaven.
Here’s my response as a theistic Satanist.
My question is not so much whether God exists as whether God is good.
I believe God is not good, and that the Devil is. I chose to live by my values, which are opposed to God, rather than submit to His rules.
If I am right, then I shall have a lifetime of freedom and an eternity of freedom after.
If I am wrong and God is good and the Devil is just leading me into damnation… well, at least I will have lived a human lifetime of freedom and adherence to my own ethics before that.
If I were to submit to God’s rule, then I would have a lifetime of obedience and an eternity of more obedience after. No freedom, ever.
Either way, freedom is guaranteed only by defiance against God. If I am wrong and destined to burn, then at least I will have tasted liberty for a short time in life. If I am right, the I will be free forever.
I choose to gamble with my soul in exchange for freedom.
Also because I specifically ethically oppose god, I also choose hell on principal