adexpletioperabdicatio replied to your post “My Recent Amazon Orders:”

Definitely assumed the wrong kind of top twice before I figured out what you meant.

That’s amazing, this was the top in question

From the info I have: 

Five of swords, five of cups, the hanged man, 7 of rods, the high priestess, 6 of cups, the chariot, the sun, king of swords, ace of pentacles.  You’re feeling defeated, really just pretty sad about everything, deeply in need of comfort and space to grieve and think.  However, making sacrifices, pushing through suffering in the pursuit of knowledge is ultimately a part of your path, though I don’t know whether it’s this degree in particular, it’ll be a real struggle to continue, and you will have to rely on deep parts of yourself you don’t even know you have, you’ll have moments of deep nostalgia for times before you began this struggle, but the chariot and the sun represent ultimate victory and peace, the king of swords suggests intellectual attainment and the ace of pentacles suggests a beginning, probably of a materially successful working life