Maybe my attitude of neutrality towards my unmade up/unplastic surgeried face is weird

But like I’m not ashamed of it, I don’t hate it.  From what I understand I got pretty lucky as faces go, but like also I’m not proud of it because I didn’t do it.  Like regardless of how nice my unmodified face is, I still didn’t do it.  Like if I’d inherited a Da Vinci painting or whatever I wouldn’t be proud of that painting cause it’s not a painting I did.  Like I mean I’d feel pretty damn lucky to have inherited a treasure like that, but there wouldn’t be pride involved.

My face is something that happened without my involvement and the way women are made to feel responsible for their appearances is weird and fucked up.

I’d really like to see a feminist-y lady artist draw someone with my body type

Like I know my body type (fake boobs, tiny waist, skinny) is really privileged, but it’s usually only drawn by comics dudes who are drawing one handed and kind of hyper sexualizing it.

Like I’m not complaining about artists choosing to primarily draw women of other shapes cause like those shapes don’t get drawn enough or presented as good or appealing enough at all, but I’d still like to commission a piece of art from like a body positive artist to draw my over the top porn barbie body and just like see my body represented in a non-hypersexualized way