and get upset when you find out he sees sex workers, I don’t feel bad for you AT ALL. That’s the fucked up deal you made. Rich powerful men are basically always shitty people and are damned well not going to be faithful to you.
Stock brokers and politicians have mistresses, the upper classes have done that for literally ever, that’s what rich dudes do. That’s their whole jam, your one isn’t gonna be different. I’m just trying to make a living. I don’t even want to keep his sorry ass.
I am in fact mono as fuck
Cause in these cases they tend to be not particularly sexual (Unless I’m unpartnered at the time)
Doesn’t mean never experiencing romantic or sexual attraction outside of my relationship, but feeling super freaked out and upset at the possibility of acting on it.
Like is the fact that even the possibility of doing that makes me feel guilty and scared and worried even if my partner is totally chill just social programming or is that just me? I think it might just be me.
About a monogamy thing. Preferably someone who does cam or porn…
and then I remember non-monogamy involves more people and then I think monogamy is the greatest.
Is “finding one person and then never having to deal with another dating site message again” is awesome. Like my poly friends who are partnered keep on posting the awful OKC messages and what not they get, and I’m like “and I’m done, pretty much forever, thank christ”
Never.
Again.
Never, ever, ever again. Like my monogamy isn’t some romantic one true love thing, it’s a “Well thank god that’s over” thing. Dating and courtship are horrible, marriage is awesome, because you still get sex and you don’t have to leave the house for it.
That said, nobody can even compare to D
Thoughts From The Peacock Angel 