Because opiate dreams are marvelous and the sense of drowsy well being is intensely pleasant, I had lovely dreams about words that don’t exist and birds and just drifting in and out of sleep.  I mean, I do fine without them, but it would be really nice to be able to just enjoy an opiate whenever one wanted without problems.

They’re the one drug I really really like besides nicotine and that always leaves me feeling seedy after, and booze but I have to be so cautious with that and now that it’s not for getting the courage to have a one night stand I don’t so much see the point, and speed but I’m prescribed that, and it’s necessary and no fun at all.

Note: I’ve just been taking the pain meds prescribed by my doctor.  Will say I dislike the side effects though.