The whole Bowie/Lori Maddox gross fucked up shitty thing.  Is that I was a sexually aggressive teenage girl, a groupie, I was the one who’d lie about my age to sleep with men who were too old for me, and what fucked me up then and still fucks me up now is that men didn’t say no to me when they found out, and if they made half an attempt, I’d find away around it.